A couple of nights ago, I have a discussion about writing a book. Well, I never put any interest before about book writing, since I don’t like the idea about sharing thought just to some buyers. But I think that perhaps I was a complete stubborn (and yet don’t change at all).
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Lately, a lot has been in my mind, but of all that, only a single trace of question remains as its core. A question of, “it is okay to give up?” Yes, it just like entering a haunted house, where you can’t turn back neither close you eyes.
People may find this world so colourful, as colourful as they can pour their limitless feeling into everything around them without any hesitation, without any fear. Since their honest love are the very colour of this world itself. Colourful things around us, what are they exactly? How can they cherish us, or how can they wrapped us within a gloomy atmosphere?
Even my head starts to ache since this morning and the morning before, deep inside – somehow – I feel strangely lighter than before. I don’t know, whether this is the feeling we get when we manage – again, somehow – to let go the past; or it just a temporary stillness before the incoming of a great storm.
Imagine yourself were sitting on top of high building or hill, and look far to the horizon where there is nothing block your view. What would you see? I don’t say it must be filled with a lot of beautiful things, some may found there were a lot of painful things as well.
Those things are the things we shared together. The air, water and land, whether they were clean & refreshing or in other hand, were polluted & dirty.
If we were driving to reach any destination, we shall take many things into consideration. The traffic, the road, the weather, the crowd, the distance, are some of those we merged into a consideration to make us decide which way shall we take.
Some road are worthy to be avoided, especially when they prone to put us into any danger, just like land slide on the mountain road at rainy season as an example. Then life are not so different, don’t you think so?
Everybody take different paths in this life, even it seems similar, but they always has something unique that can’t be compared each other. They can be separated, can be crossed each others. They can lead to harmony, or they can bring about chaos.
That is maybe would call a reason why one needs to master one’s own path. And I think by mastering it doesn’t implies that one must be the best of the best, nor trying to reach that ultimate seat.
People – I think – prefer to walk in path that full of light, a charming path if I may say so. People love when everything look so clear, so certain instead – well, I’d love it too obviously.
People has an amazing mind function to make a kind of judgment that something is certain, I mean to make it certainty right or the opposite – certainty wrong! But sometimes the base of the judgment comes out of clarity of one own mind itself.
I just do not know, why people can kill other so easily because they are being different, like being different in belief or religion. Why we could took human’s life so easily & merciless? What are we trying to achieve, a perfectly unicolor world? Then just ask God to my all planet become Earth.
Somehow people don’t know what to do – or what that is really need to make the right thing right. If you only walk inside a maze, you can always search for a way out, but if you move inside a mist – there will be harder to find the end of uncertainty.
Then way we feel uncertain? The very simple way to put this up, is because simply don’t know – like I said – don’t know what to do. We don’t know, and we become uncertain, and since we uncertain we become more-more feel like we don’t know, don’t know what is the right action, don’t know how to put a matter in right way – then we are considering to much until we spend an abundant amount of energy.
