Last night I watched this animated movie, “How To Train Your Dragon”, it is not a new movie, but still fascinating watching it, especially in high-definition. Dragons are fabulous creatures between myths and legends, almost all Eurasian have a legendary scripts about dragons or dragon-like creatures. If you talk about fantasy worlds, bed time stories, sometime would be more interesting to put a dragon within the tales.
Tag: self
One doesn’t seem always know, neither understand how to open his or herself for this life. Sometimes we do really hiding our self from life, but only if we see that life & our self were quite different matters.
"When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability… To be alive is to be vulnerable." As said by Madeleine L’Engle.
We ought to be vulnerable, so life can enter our self fully, and we can penetrate deep into the question what life is about at all. Then, we may find that life and our self were nothing different at all.
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Have ever see someone tried so hard to break someone else’ heart down? Somehow, he/she wish that person to hate him/her back. I really don’t understand, why you need to do that?
If its about feeling, you can’t just push someone to like you neither you can do them to hate you in the opposite. So why bothering yourself with this trivial matters.
Being yourself is the greatest thing that can happen above this earth, don’t denying it. Just let people think their own opinions about you. Stand still, and let yourself just be yourself.
Before you walk through and start blaming others, maybe you should stop for a moment, and look upon a mirror of your heart. Have you now, walk on the right path? Have your heart agreed fully for everything you stand for now? This question have to be answered, so one could understand one self.
Doris Mortman ever said, "Until you make peace with who you are, you’ll never be content with what you have." You’ll try to find all reasoning out there, but you might never find it, since you aren’t yet content with what you are.
Yesterday I was visiting a tomb of the past. I was looking back, what I have been leaving behind, inside the stream of my very own breath. There were a lot of things those holding me back there, one of them I know it as fear. Fear made me denied myself from entering a path of unknown – path of non-sureness.
Even I knew that subtle formless thing was fear itself, but deep within me, there was never brought up an understanding about this circumstance. It was so dark, a pitch black mist which no such a weak mind like mine would be able to grasp something. The more I went deeper, the more I lost myself, the more I confused about direction.
But I was very full of myself, I asked no guidance nor opinion of others, I kept everything by myself – and believed if someday I can overcome everything by myself. Yes, everything was just about me – I was very full of myself. But I wouldn’t dare to say if today I am free of this kind ego.
Then, the more deeper I was looking for the root of my problem, my fear – I’ve found nothing, nothing at all, nothing but a dark and unknown surrounding. I was desperate, I was cried a lot, all by myself. Today I think, there is a part of me (or maybe all part of me) so fragile.
Yesterday, I was looking back on all that. What was I searching for? Was I wanting become a fearless entity? Was I wanting to understand the root of my fear? Or was just I want to know, what was happening to me?
I think, I have been wasting to much time, searching for the ‘me’ which never wanted to fully open itself for itself. Wasting to much time in looking for ‘me’ which is the creator of its own fear. If I am the fear itself, the I have no much choice but to live with it. Not opposing fear – I hope – would give me a chance somewhere in which a windows of understanding shall opened by itself.
It is a tomb of past, but still it is the present and the very future itself. Yet, I don’t understand that much, but there is something within me is saying, it feels that much.
